Posted: Monday, December 1, 2008 by Jalu in
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I’ve been rejecting you
I’ve been walking all alone to be far away from you
I’ve been ignoring what actually I should listen to
I’ve been leaving you for another heart
I’ve been insisting you to wipe away what you believed in
I’ve been asking you to throw away those feelings
I’ve been making you always wondering and wondering
I’ve been one huge question which stuck in your head
I’ve been one giant disappointment in your romantic story
I’ve been the wrong step you took
I’ve been the shadow in the pass you used to look

But beyond all of that…..

I realized you are the sweetest memory during my tale
I realized how bad I miss that smile
I realized how pathetic I become without you on my side
Without you I become so fragile
I become so lost and confused
I become so empty and flat
I become so unstable and depressed
I become so…………bad

But after all……

I am the one who left alone
I am the one who prays and hopes
I am the one who is wondering
I am the one who is missing
And I am the one who is waiting
I am the one who can’t be “the one” for you